I sit here now on my bunk looking at all that has happened now. I took a step into the world and fell to my knees. I looked for refuge in the Army by joining and most of my troubles were remedied. I eventually went through the trials and challenges and passed every one, as difficult as they were for my weak heart.

I lived allot while here at AIT, I've experienced the nature of human social life. But it is not what I desire so I am grateful to say that I am done.


I did have a problem though, today was graduation but I had a dentist appointment and now I'm on Quarters, so I cannot go anywhere. Getting 3 wisdom teeth and 2 broken to shit teeth takes allot out of you.

The numbness of the pain killers they gave me are working well. But I know too well the pain that I must endure when they ware off. So hopefully the medication get's to me in time.

I also have a new prediciment. I recently accidentally ripped off 1/4th of my pinky toe nail. it wasn't too much but a pain at the time, it later got swollen so I work bigger boots, but then Capstone, 5 days on the feild. I did nor get a chance to look at my feet the entire time, so I decided to check on the progress of my toe since it nolonger hurt as bad, and to my surprise it is worse. There is blood built up under the skin on the edge where the nail is no longer present. Fortunately I am getting antibiotics for my mouth so I just hope that fixes this problem, if not then I must got to a doctor.